I have a question….Was anybody alive before the internet? i was on a reddit site and somebody asked when people started on the internet…everyone answered that it was in the 90s..00s…i was thinking…HELL…did anyone live before the internet… like i did…or am i the only one?…i remember in high school..we used Apple 2’s with hard and floppy disks…i remember when i graduated from high school..i got a record player with cassette..it was awesome…scary thing is…i am not that old….
Anyway….just a thought…..
So I was just thinking about how pathetic my life has gotten…I was reading a blog by another blogger when i decided i needed some chocolate..so instead of walking the 8 feet to my couch to get it…i had to roll over in my damn office chair i just got..Why?..because the thing has wheels! Can you believe that shit…I’m too damn lazy to get up off my butt..walk 8 feet..to get something that is only going to make me more tired and lazy!!
So it’s Saturday night and here i am at the end of a long day…it was a good day..just long. Didn’t really do too much..played with the kids and the dogs a lot..beautiful weather we are having right now..makes me happy and keeps away the blues..I am doing a lot better since breaking out of my depression last week..i’m actually excited to do things again! Some times it takes coming out of a depression to realize how depressed you really were.
One thing i am excited for is the opening of Lagoon..and that Zach will be working there..it is a lot of family fun and we get the season passes for real cheap..ok..they are Christmas gifts…there..i said it…are you happy now:)! It’s extra special because it is something that we can do together as a family that doesn’t cost too much money..that is..unless..we eat there!!!..I love Frightmares that takes place every Halloween season..there is also a new ride there called “Cannibal”..it scares the HELL out of me!!! You feel like you are going to fall out at two different places..an i am damn serious..for someone like me..that is a recipe for disaster!!!
Anyway..long story short for today’s journal entry….I FEEL GOOD!!!
I’m feeling great today!!….writing this while listening to one of my favorite bands from the 80’s…the Outfield….those guys are tight!!!….”Since You’ve Been Gone”…is on right now…..i’m definitely hypermanic right now…but it’s all good…i would rather be here than in depression! ….i will deal with the loss of energy from…singing..dancing…playing with the kids and the dogs…Cooper is such a great little guy…he is so much fun…plus..the warm weather is coming…Sadie..my Lab/Terrier mix is great to play with outside..she loves to chase the ball while we throw it back and forth..Going to Nate’s school play tonight..he is a little cowboy dude…should be fun…hopefully more fun than boring 🙂
Wednesday……yeah…actually a pretty uneventful day…did a lot of sleeping..about a 5 hour nap after dropping the kids off at school..Took Zach to Crown Burger for his first time…he was totally happy with the experience…a Crown Burger at the Crown Burger…now we’re cooking…the secret…lots and lots of pastrami on top of that beef patty…yum…yum.. Mood has been pretty good today…not really up or down..just kinda there…oh..we found Cooper today..he came home and was at the back door this morning when we woke up…it was an awesome deal for us and the little guy…poor dude was outside all night though…at about 35 degrees that’s pretty hard on an eight pound dog….let’s just say it was very stressful for all involved…was a nice clear day and i could feel the sun again….i think i really am coming out of the depression…the world is BEAUTIFUL once again!
I guess..it was a pretty eventful day after all……
So what a shitty night…Get in a fight with my friend Amber from Australia…then our dog, Cooper..got out and we can’t find him..so it’s probably paying a lot of money i don’t have to the dog pound to get him out or someone calling us from an ad i put in the paper or and more likey…he’s out dead on the side of the road somewhere..people call me pessimistic..i call myself..realistic…why…because it’s my life..it’s usually the Shit’s that i get…
One plus for the day..Zach got a job at Lagoon!!! Good job Zachy…very..very..proud of my boy!!!
Today was a pretty interesting day..started out horrible as mondays often do..but ended up rather nice. I decided to put in some effort to be happy today instead of feeling sorry for myself and giving in to depression..it worked pretty well..did mostly the same things..just with a better attitude….
That is all today…..